Idk I feel discusted.. Help?

So about a day ago. I was playing truth or dare with my best friend,her brother, his best friend. So we started to get somewhere with this little game. I was dared to kiss my best friends brother.. I dnt find him attractive. Hes not my type, at all!! Hes about 3 years older than me too. So anyway, I kissed him. N it wasnt a good kiss at all. It was a peck with suliva. :/ Which I dnt really think is cute. Its a turn off.. Then he was dared to give me a hickey. So I agreed that it wasnt a big deal. So I let him. He was scared becuz he didnt want to hurt me. And he never gave one before. It wasnt even a hickey. It was actually not to b mean but pathetic. It was like he just had his mouth on me. But not even sure wat to do. It was ectremely awkward. After that I got dared to umm get him hard.. I tried of course. Didnt work. Im happy it didnt either. But ANYWAY!!,, I feel all wierd and digscuted. I dnt wanna seem like suck a b**ch. But I feel sickened by it all.